Esther

will i ever live life unfettered

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sat, 10 Oct 2009 18:37:27 GMT

your perfect right to be here

i'm in atlanta
yay fun
holly what are you doing

i'm beginning to see some problems with the ongoing work of my mind

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 00:02:23 GMT

i'm helping my niece do her homework
she's five and learning how to read and write
and it blows my fucking mind
i hardly remember learning how to do that stuff
i feel like i just came out of the womb with the knowledge
isn't insane that you know how to speak a language before you have any idea what the words you say look like?
sarah speaks english very well but she can look at a billboard and it might as well be chinese.

i miss shannon.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 01:14:53 GMT

she's got nothing and the other has me,
i say they're equal but she don't agree.
one got lucky, the other got it for free

i love you, brianna dillon.

are you lying? don't lie.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 22:13:14 GMT

when i read that i managed to simultaneously get the chills and flush.

there's nothing to be done.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 21:49:46 GMT

ain't looking for nothing but a good time!

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 21:35:11 GMT

you disgust me.

almost nothing does.

but you do.

today's tom sawyer

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 19:48:27 GMT

i really want to take a self defense.
i wonder if they offer one at gsu.
i'm sure they do.
that'd be awesome.

i'm so happy.
i love crooked teeth by death cab.
i've listened to it about two hundred bilion times.
and it's raining outside.
in the best fucking way.
i hope it keeps up.
scrubs is on for the next two hours.
yaaaay.

you can't find nothing at all
if there was nothing there all along!

'i love your pantsuit.'
'thanks, i got it for 40% off!'
'well, why don't we go back to my place and see if we can get it 100% off?'
HAHAHAHA

i miss being able to put my hair in a knot on top of my head.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Tue, 25 Aug 2009 06:18:37 GMT

momma, i'm a good little boy.

does it move you does it soothe you does it fill your heart and soul

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 20:33:07 GMT

life is fucking good!

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 18:40:15 GMT

lalalalaaaaa
i love life soooo soo sooo soo much.

i've been hanging out with michael pung alot lately
and i love it.
he's intensely awesome
and we just talk and talk and talk and talk and it's sooooo easy and beautiful.

i wish i had a video camera on my computer
and a green thumb.

remember that old movie, a troll in central park?
and he has that green thumb that produces plants everywhere he presses?
i love that shit.

love love love love love loveeee

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sun, 05 Jul 2009 04:30:57 GMT

Code Monkey get up get coffee
Code Monkey go to job
Code Monkey have boring meeting with boring manager Rob
Rob say Code Monkey very diligent
but his output stink
his code not functional or elegant
what do Code Monkey think
Code Monkey think maybe manager want to write goddamn login page himself
Code Monkey not say it out loud
Code Monkey not crazy just proud

Code Monkey like Fritos
Code Monkey like Tab and Mountain Dew
Code Monkey very simple man
with big warm fuzzy secret heart
Code Monkey like you
Code Monkey like you

Code Monkey hang around at front desk
tell you sweater look nice
Code Monkey offer buy you soda
bring you cup bring you ice
you say no thank you for the soda cause
soda make you fat
anyway you busy with the telephone
no time for chat

Code Monkey have long walk back to cubicle
he sit down pretend to work
Code Monkey not thinking so straight
Code Monkey not feeling so great

Code Monkey like Fritos
Code Monkey like Tab and Mountain Dew
Code Monkey very simple man
with big warm fuzzy secret heart
Code Monkey like you
Code Monkey like you a lot

Code Monkey have every reason
to get out this place
Code Monkey just keep on working
to see your soft pretty face
Much rather wake up eat a coffee cake
Take bath, take nap
This job fulfilling in creative way
such a load of crap
Code Monkey think someday he have everything even pretty girl like you
Code Monkey just waiting for now
Code Monkey say someday, somehow

Code Monkey like Fritos
Code Monkey like Tab and Mountain Dew
Code Monkey very simple man
with big warm fuzzy secret heart
Code Monkey like you
Code Monkey like you

the truth is

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 02:58:09 GMT

i just have, have always had, a crush on you.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 02:56:57 GMT

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Wed, 20 May 2009 14:23:10 GMT

I'm not frightened. I'm not frightened of anything.
The more I suffer, the more I love.
Danger will only increase my love. It will sharpen it, it will give it spice.
I will be the only angel you need. You will leave life even more beautiful than you entered it.
Heaven will take you back and look at you and say: Only one thing can make a soul complete and that thing is love.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Fri, 15 May 2009 22:42:27 GMT

am i such a bad person?!
i may not always do the right thing but at least i know it and am suitably repentant.

whatever happened to second chances?
i feel sort of betrayed.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Fri, 08 May 2009 05:36:36 GMT

30 rock is the funniest thing ever
and so is textsfromlastnight.com

i hung out with anna all night and it was
wonderfuuuuuul

i fucking destroy some tortilla chips

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Thu, 07 May 2009 18:13:33 GMT

you won't see me wasting the best thing i ever had

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 19:36:10 GMT

kelly, i love you so much.

i'm sick of you

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Fri, 10 Apr 2009 05:03:30 GMT

are you that oblivious?

i have the best friends in the world
however, they're all very busy with progressive lives.

which, hopefully soon i will be.

i'm like, so goddamn enamored with you
i'm really glad we're close so i can get to know you
under the guise of friendship

but i really want to marry you.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 19:32:47 GMT

oh my god i'm dying
i can't believe it's only 3:28
i've been sleeping all day

i feel like, a million contradictory emotions simultaneously
like being both severely annoyed and zen-like patience.

why am i even awake
hannah montana isn't on
back to sleep

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sat, 04 Apr 2009 00:13:26 GMT

despite everything
i think i kinda like you.

that's you, schmuck

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 19:57:40 GMT

i mother fucking LOVE thora birch.

also i had a good time this week.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 18:58:13 GMT

the only thing i feel like doing this weekend is kelly
it's very easy to have her around for long periods of times
which i really appreciate.

and she makes me laugh
and she gets awesome stuff
like 'iz you iz, or iz you ain't my baby' is from tom and jerry.
i loooooove her.

oh, she here

seeeee ya

you give me something that makes me scared, all right.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 03:55:41 GMT

i feel really weird today
i dunno, it might be that i was hung over?
if so, weirdest hang over symptoms ever.

fantasizing about you makes me feel really good
the feeling is akin to when someone plays with your hair or rubs your back
and your brain is pleasantly buzzing

frankly, i think we would have mind-blowing sex.
if only i was brave enough to proposition you.

do us a favor and wash your mouth out with buckshot.

pinkblind@hotmail.com — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 06:42:45 GMT

i made the BEST steak i've ever had today
jesus
just when i thought i was okay to proceed
you have to go and kiss me
and now my brains are all over the floor
no good to watch movies with